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Sunday, February 26, 2023

Momentary Fascinations

Let's talk about the little things. The first one is millet. You know millet: the little round seed that is the grain of choice for about half the people in the world. The little round grain that North Americans feed to the birds. That millet.

 

I love millet. Every week I cook up a batch of mixed grains, and millet is always in the mix. So last week I was combining steel-cut oats, millet, and quinoa. I measured three cups of water, then a cup and a half of grains. For no reason at all, millet was the last into the measuring cup—perhaps it was the first time it had been the last.

 

As I picked up the cup to verify the level of the grains, I realized that a dozen little millets were clinging to the inside of the cup. And as I watched, several fell off or jumped a couple of inches over from the group. Now, any fool who took high school physics will be able to tell you that this was all about static electricity. Probably true, though I've never seen this happen with quinoa or steel-cut oats.

 

But even this rational explanation couldn't detract from my delight. They looked alive, these little millet grains, hopping and clinging and dropping and sliding around the inside of the plastic measuring cup.

 

Oh, my goodness. I was enthralled. Looking back on it, I marvel that I ever stopped watching the show. I suppose the water came to a boil and it was time to dump the grains into the pot or breakfast would never happen.

 

But how could I have let the materialist demand for breakfast overcome the sheer fascination of my jumping millet?

 

Now, I know I can duplicate the experience any time I want by putting some millet into a clear plastic cup. But I haven't done it. And then, I know you want to suggest an infestation of insects as the cause of the motion, kind of like Mexican jumping beans. But this is not the case!

 

So that's a millet story. Here's a dog story. Walking home just two days after a recent Arctic Vortex storm, I came across a dog—a golden retriever—standing on a very high windrow of snow and ice. He was accompanied by a handler or owner or walker, attached by a leash. But he was proudly on that five-foot mound—King of the Mountain—and had no plans to leave. He was firmly planted, his four feet weighing into the snow.

 

There's a classic dog story—Albert Terhune might be the author—and I think the title is simply the dog's name. A warrior dog. I think this golden had read the book (or someone had read it to him) and he was hoping to appear on the front cover of the next edition.

 

 

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Sunday, February 19, 2023

Arrogance

Arrogance

 

It is time for me

to move from arrogant to humble,

from queen of judgment, critic of all I survey,

to a new role in which I strive to find compassion.

 

What a strange turn of events!

During those long, young years

when I relied on the strength of arrogance

to power me through

the dark days of my life,

I could not have imagined

an older, wiser self

surviving and thriving

without that arrogance

thrown over my shoulders like a cape.


Yet here I am, modest to a fault,

watching my former spurious superiority

pool at my feet like slinky silk.

 

Of course,

who is to say that what I see as the New Me

is not just another outer garment

I have donned?

 

 

 
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Sunday, February 12, 2023

Options

When some other poet has already said

all there is to say—

where does that leave you?

 

Between writing and not writing,

choose to ponder.

Between proclaiming and silence,

choose observation.

Between knowing it all and ignorance,

choose to be compassionate.

 

In fact, you can stop right there:

Choose compassion.

The suffering of those you love

(a wider population than

you had suspected)

is harder to bear

than your own.

If you find yourself

relatively free of suffering today,

then spare some thought for those

who have more than their fair share.

 

Between this and that,

between one thing and another,

choose compassion.

 

 

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Sunday, February 5, 2023

Not Quite Ready

Well, is anyone ever ready?

No matter what it is,

are we ever ready for it?

Perhaps that's a good thing.

Who wants to live perpetually waiting

for the next thing,

whether it is catastrophe

or an occasion of elation?

 

Oh yes. I forgot.

The instruction

we might want to follow is:

Be. Here. Now.

And that pretty much precludes

making yourself ready

for the next big hit.

 

Thus we return to "not quite ready"

with its implication of an awareness of

something to be ready for,

something coming--

and at the same time that

"not quite"

keeps us from obsessing about

what's on its way.

Let's keep it simple.

Let's just be here. Right now.

 

 
 
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