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Sunday, October 18, 2015

Falling into This Life

What shall we expect as we fall into this life?

We can't foresee, having never known

(or else forgotten)

a universe of snowflake designs

or the reflection of trees and sky

in the puddle that collects in a pot-hole.

 

Nor can we predict,

as we fall, fall into life,

the pain of loss

assuaged, though only partly,

by gain of goodness seen

or sense of love

or simply beauty's insistent intrusion

into sadness.

 

The night of my sister's memorial service,

the gathering of friends at her house

(still "her" house)

streamed out the front door onto Lafayette Street

to gaze, faces raised,

at the cloud-filled Colorado sky.

The moon was bright as all get-out,

and the wind whipped those clouds

with an energy

that could only have been hers.

 

So there we were:

Beauty's bounty in the midst

of our loss,

making it better,

making it worse.

 

 
Copyright © 2015 Ann Tudor
 

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