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Sunday, July 18, 2021

An Excess of Happiness

Can you even imagine that?

All I can scrape together

is an occasional moment of joy,

and bit by little bit

I try to expand those moments

into some sort of excess.

 

Oh, maybe that's the problem: the trying part.

I'll capture an excess of happiness

not by trying but by being.

 

This Eeyore business of mine

is just a habit, a holdover

from my early days.

A kind of barnacle on the soul.

How do you get rid of barnacles?

You scrape them off.

Or maybe there's a Universal Solvent

that will dissolve barnacles.

 

Bombard them with love?

Love, the Universal Solvent?

Sounds pretty far-fetched.

I need something practical:

a habit-breaking practice I can perform

for 42 days, say, after which  

Eeyore will be gone

and I'll embrace my excess of happiness.

 

 
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