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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Know and Be Known

Know and be known?

Oh lordy, is this another abstraction I have to deal with?

Give me the concreteness

            of happiness landing

            on the neighbouring roof

and staying until it wants to leave.

Now there's an image to conjure with.

 

But "know and be known"?

Be known by whom?

Give a subject to that second part?

In that way, they will know you.

And in that way, you will know.

Know yourself.

 

The only way to know is to keep sensing

            the objects of your senses.

 

Smell the air around:

lilacs

lilies of the valley

the friendly farts of your bed-partner

the promise implicit in the aroma of dying yeast cells

                when the bread's in the oven

strawberries

the nuzzled newborn

 

Hear what strikes the ear:

temple bells

a cement mixer (putty-putty)

the traffic's roar or hum (depending on distance),

the intricacy of a string quartet

the high whine of a bluegrass classic

 

Taste what's there to taste:

the baby's little fingers clutching yours

corn from the garden

the bitter fizz of a crisp lager

the melting chew of the slow-cooked oxtail

fat snowflakes falling on your tongue

 

 

 

See what you see:

ice-mountains lining the curb, taking up the parking spaces

ecstatic audiences after a concert

solemn babies pushed in prams

plush grass in the park

poking crocuses testing the air after a long winter

the familiar face of the beloved

 

Touch what you touch:

a rough towel rub after bathing

the silk of a polished quartz crystal

the give of the skin being soothed with lotion

the uncompromising tread of the maple tree's bark

 

Keep sensing, and by the end, you will know.

 

Copyright 2010 Ann Tudor   

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Coming and Going

Coming and going leads to drafts

("Close the door! Were you born in a barn?")

Coming and going can also lead

to the (temporary) satisfaction

of curiosity.

Ask any cat.

 

Coming and going

leads to hellos and goodbyes,

to welcoming the new

and to bidding fond farewell,

as the travelogues used to say,

to what needs to be abandoned.

This brings us back to our old friend

"Letting Go,"

so familiar as we meet it

time and time again during

the spirals and switchbacks of the journey.

 

 

I'm coming.

(Meaning: "Don't cry, baby. Mommy's coming."

Or "Don't stop, darling, I'm coming.")

 

I'm going.

(Meaning: "Don't try to stop me;

my mind's made up."

Or "I'm goin', and I'm gonna have a happy time.")

 

And me? I don't know whether I'm

coming or going (they're so much the same thing),

but I can tell you this:

either one will lead to change,

and change is the very air

I breathe.

 

Copyright 2010 Ann Tudor   

www.anntudor.ca
http://scenesfromthejourney.blogspot.com

Sunday, January 17, 2010

What's Absolutely Clear

Water is absolutely clear,

if it's been filtered.

And Lucite is,

until it's been scratched through use.

Glass, I must say, is clear,

and so cleanable,

so satisfyingly clean

to use for storing food.

Plastic lacks that clean feeling.

Plastic retains the memory

of what was previously stored in it.

No, plastic can't replace

the clarity of glass.

 

Such beating about the bush.

What's absolutely clear

is the shifting and changing and rearranging,

the steps forward and back, the new attack,

the words without saying, the new ways of praying,

the chanting and toning, the sense of no lack.

  

What's clear to me now,

not muddled or fuddled or foggy,

no longer hazy or smudgy or smoggy,

is simply what's here.

It's clear.

 

 

Copyright 2010 Ann Tudor