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Sunday, December 26, 2021

To Be Still

Be still and silent?

Me?

Sit in silence,

not just in the absence of sound,

but in the silence of the mind

when the whirling thoughts calm

as if in the eye of the storm?

And to remain there, perfectly still,

for as long as it takes?

 

There's a place in High Park I think about.

Not really isolated

(there's no real isolation

in such a busy park).

but quiet in a way that draws me.

I found it last summer

and imagined it as my refuge—

a place to sit and be still.

To read. To dream.

 

But it was never the right moment.

Each of my days was too busy

for a walk into the park.

Or I was too tired.

Or it was raining.

Or cold.

Or hot and humid.

 

But I know where this place is.

And soon, for sure, I'll go there.

Once spring is here.

Or summer.

 

 
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Sunday, December 19, 2021

The Round Moon Hangs

Through the upstairs rooms I go

to glimpse the moon.

Where is it tonight?

Just past the corner of the condo

east of us?

Not there.

Not there yet? Or already past?

 

Check the south-facing bedroom window.

No sign of a moon.

Maybe if I'm up at 3 (or 4, or 5)

I'll see it in the west window

hanging round and full,

readying itself for a farewell.

 

On the other hand,

its absence might be

simply that it's a new moon,

invisible tonight but preparing

to be tomorrow's thin sliver.

Hidey, hidey, little moon.

 

Find the hiding moon

and absorb its light.

When you finally do see it,

in whatever window,

glory in it.

 

 
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Sunday, December 12, 2021

My Annual Xmas Reminder

I send out this piece every year in early-ish December, mainly as a reminder to myself. (You might want to admire the way I reduce my own list of things-to-do by recycling this Scene from the Journey instead of writing a new one.) Here's the message:

 

This is such a time of list-making for me. The list I made this morning includes "make lists," proving that the high-tension time is well on its way. So I decided to make a new list for myself.

CALM
DOWN. If it doesn't get done, will the world end? Don't get frantic about trifles (or truffles, either, though I wouldn't mind having one right now).

SIMPLIFY. You envision a Christmas dinner made up of X number of dishes. Well, how terrible would it be if you served X minus 1? Or X minus 2? Or even X minus 3? (Is Chinese take-out completely out of the question?)

SMILE.

LET GO OF the idea that you are solely responsible for the holiday happiness of everyone you know.

Bring an OPEN HEART to every encounter.

GIVE to those who are less fortunate. Whether it's time or money that you give, and whether it's a lot or a little, giving will help everyone, including you.

And as a gift to all of you, I offer this prayer from the Dalai Lama:

May the poor find wealth,
those weak with sorrow find joy.
May the forlorn find new hope,
constant happiness, and prosperity.
May the frightened cease to be afraid
and those bound be free.
May the weak find power and
may their hearts join in friendship.

In the words of Tiny Tim, blessings on us every one!

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Sunday, December 5, 2021

Leave No Trace

Isn't that what we're all afraid of?

That we will leave no trace?

That we will strut on this stage

for our seventy or eighty years

and then disappear without a trace?

No trail of bread crumbs to lead us back?

Or to lead others along our path?

 

Oh, what ego cloaks us when we think this way!

There is more to this business than we can know;

more than we acknowledge.

 

Not that I have the answers, either.

But I know other worlds and realities

accompany us along this journey,

and that we are leaving traces,

even the least of us,

in ways we cannot fathom

(nor are we meant to).

 

Forget about what you leave behind

and just do your best

(be your best)

in the moments you have.

The rest will follow

as the proverbial night the day.

 

 

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