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Sunday, April 30, 2023

Allure

In our house, apparently, nothing is as alluring as food. Certain types of food. For example, in our 43 years in this place I have bought steak exactly one time. We have no interest in the business of killing an animal so we can feed on its muscle.

 

However, do not colour us righteous just yet. For, once that animal has been slaughtered so some carnivorous human can devour its big-muscle steaks, we, like gleaners let into the reaped field to pick up the missed grains—we are more than happy to feast on the bones.

 

Our recent order from Meat Me in the Junction included three bags each of marrow bones and knuckle bones. Yesterday for our big meal of the day I roasted all the marrow bones and we ate marrow spread onto French bread until we were stuffed. I cooked up a bag of spinach as well, to simulate a well-balanced meal.

 

In the spirit of waste-not-want-not, we then roasted up the knuckle bones along with carrots, celery, and onion, and put all these, plus the empty marrow bones, into our largest stockpot. We simmered the daylights out of it for over 24 hours, and the smell of virtue filled the house all night long.

 

This morning found me packaging up the stock and cleaning up the mess. There's always cleaning up when virtue is involved, though you often forget that when you're starting out. Skimming a deep layer of liquid fat from the top of the stock gave me nearly six cups of fat. Beef fat we don't save. And don't tell me it is excellent tallow for making soap and candles, because that horse has left the barn.

 

So there I am in the morning: giant stockpot filled with bones and stock. The pot is much too heavy to lift, so I use a small saucepan to dip out liquid and bones and strain it into large bowls. The bones, slimy with fat, go into plastic bags for composting.

 

Then I wash the huge stockpot in very hot water and detergent to get rid of the residual grease. All of this (and more) happens before nine in the morning.

 

The "more" that I did was to clean the stove. I've never expressly told you what a bad housekeeper I am (shame is a strong inhibitor), but the whole time we had our Garland gas range I never once cleaned the oven. The stovetop I wiped off when I needed to; it was black so I was never rewarded by a solid before-and-after difference.

 

The new stove is a glass-top electric. One of its drawbacks is that the smooth, shiny top clearly reveals the cooking that has taken place. For the first time in my life I am an assiduous stovetop cleaner. Really. So this morning, after cleaning the giant stockpot I was Windexing the top of the stove, shining it to a fare-thee-well. The alternative—not shining it—promotes guilt every time I walk into the kitchen.

 

I guess that's all I really wanted to say: see Ann the diligent housewife. Probably it's the fact that Covid restrictions, no matter how loosened they might be now, have reduced my activities to the bare minimum of watching the neighbourhood all day long through the alcove windows. That and the NYTimes book of 500 crossword puzzles (that Will Shortz is one busy fellow!). Leisure is the name of the game. Leisure plus the allure of food.

 
 
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Sunday, April 23, 2023

Lapses

I spend my idle moments rehearsing

the lapses of my life.

"Waste of energy!" you'll say,

and you'll get no argument from me.

I'm hoping it's a phase,

a trial to go through,

a step of the initiation rite

(occult, its ultimate purpose hidden from my heart).

It's not in my control,

the accounting of failures, omissions,

inglorious occasions.

I let the moments pass through me

knowing (hoping I'm right)

that these rehearsals will culminate,

after that fabled fullness of time,

in a raucous retelling

of the glorious joys and astounding beauties

of my days.

 

 
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Lapses

I spend my idle moments rehearsing

the lapses of my life.

"Waste of energy!" you'll say,

and you'll get no argument from me.

I'm hoping it's a phase,

a trial to go through,

a step of the initiation rite

(occult, its ultimate purpose hidden from my heart).

It's not in my control,

the accounting of failures, omissions,

inglorious occasions.

I let the moments pass through me

knowing (hoping I'm right)

that these rehearsals will culminate,

after that fabled fullness of time,

in a raucous retelling

of the glorious joys and astounding beauties

of my days.

 

 
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Sunday, April 16, 2023

On Being a Sifter

She who turns the handle reaps the flour.

 

That familiar rhythm calls up in my memory the elusive original, whose exact words escape me. With luck they will appear abruptly even as I am still writing and will be unrepentant at having hidden.

 

He who pays the piper calls the tune. Close, but that's not it.

 

The hand that rocks the cradle rules the world. Now THAT's the one I was looking for.

 

Having satisfied my memory-keeper, I can return to the topic: I am not a sifter. I can say that for sure, despite having grown up as a sifter to three brothers and two actual sifters. No, I am a whisk.

 

On lazy days I might resemble a hand-held eggbeater instead, but I am more truly a whisk, a balloon whisk calling for a giant's bowl (copper by preference) and a good strong wrist. A whisk-wrist flicks and snaps to turn egg whites into snow-peaks or an egg yolk and some oil into a stiff silky emulsion sharpened with vinegar and mustard.

Taste that, and you'll never return to Hellmann's.

 

A wooden spoon stirs things up. Not me. I beat them to a froth. I whip ethereal bubbles into whatever you bring me. I lighten your life.

 

 
 
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Sunday, April 9, 2023

Toward a New Kind of Love

Can there even be a new kind of love?

Let's enumerate the ones we know:

For a child

Sexual (is lust a better word here?)

Filial

For humanity in general

Goodwill under a different name

The kind that starts hot but cools down (thank you,

            Cole Porter)

The kind that starts small and grows over time, time, and

            more time to encompass the heart

Of self

Fraternal

Of the wildflower growing from the crack in the rock

Glowing from inside you

Connecting you to the emptiness that is form, the

            form that is emptiness

 

 
 
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Sunday, April 2, 2023

Believing in Maybe

In the Medieval world

beliefs were communal and universal.

In our inconclusive world

of disparate and scattered beliefs

it is thrilling to believe in the maybe,

which roams over wild hills and quiet oases

and affords us the comfort of imaginings.

Indeed, if "this" then maybe also "that"

and there we are:

ideas to make a meal of, a feast of, a harvest table of,

flavoured with toasted cumin and coriander seeds

and heightened by the zest of a lemon.

 

 
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